True beauty is in the way she laughs
is in her eyes
is how she acts
is inside
is unseen
is only felt
is not mean
is herself
can't be cruel
is bare
within you
is always there
can't be covered with makeup
means true love
can't be baked up
is the flight of a dove
has no flaws
For True beauty is all that matters after all
Monday, August 9, 2010
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
14 Life Liberty and The Pursuit of Happiness
Life
Im almost ready for college. but Im still so lost on what to do. I love music, but dont know or understand chords. Im trying to find a guitar but no luck. I love intercultural studies and I want to travel SO BAD! but you can't make a living or support a family with that. I want to do small business so I can have my own spa one day, but I hate the idea of all the technical crap.im so lost. All I do know is that I want to be a wife and mother. and i will be a damn good one too.
Liberty
Well, Im 18 now. Its different. The world hands you a lot of responsibility some you don't expect. You're tested in many ways. There are some moments when I question "What if I just went outside started my car and just drove somewhere, I don't know where or care, just went?" " what's waiting for me?" there is so much I want to do and experience, but I would hurt too many people if I did what I really wanted. Even if I am 18, and I CAN legally do whatever I want (besides drink), and no matter how much I want to do some things, the world will find a way to stop me. Is life always so limited? or should we all say "to hell with inhibitions! For once I will do what I want even if it turns out bad. In the end, I followed my heart and what i wanted most. and I will never regret it. " I know I wont be in my death bed think " I wish i did this...I wanted to do that..."
I KNOW some people would and will interpret this differently. but I honestly don't care. I will no longer be held back. Im sorry if you think Im wrong, but opinions only go so far. ...
The Pursuit of Happiness
I want to Travel the WOrld and one day, I swear to God himself, that I will.
Im almost ready for college. but Im still so lost on what to do. I love music, but dont know or understand chords. Im trying to find a guitar but no luck. I love intercultural studies and I want to travel SO BAD! but you can't make a living or support a family with that. I want to do small business so I can have my own spa one day, but I hate the idea of all the technical crap.im so lost. All I do know is that I want to be a wife and mother. and i will be a damn good one too.
Liberty
Well, Im 18 now. Its different. The world hands you a lot of responsibility some you don't expect. You're tested in many ways. There are some moments when I question "What if I just went outside started my car and just drove somewhere, I don't know where or care, just went?" " what's waiting for me?" there is so much I want to do and experience, but I would hurt too many people if I did what I really wanted. Even if I am 18, and I CAN legally do whatever I want (besides drink), and no matter how much I want to do some things, the world will find a way to stop me. Is life always so limited? or should we all say "to hell with inhibitions! For once I will do what I want even if it turns out bad. In the end, I followed my heart and what i wanted most. and I will never regret it. " I know I wont be in my death bed think " I wish i did this...I wanted to do that..."
I KNOW some people would and will interpret this differently. but I honestly don't care. I will no longer be held back. Im sorry if you think Im wrong, but opinions only go so far. ...
The Pursuit of Happiness
I want to Travel the WOrld and one day, I swear to God himself, that I will.
Saturday, June 12, 2010
13 minus 7 is 6 Months Later
Well, ahem...its halfway through 2010. Im graduated, and it all came and went too fast it seems.
In a little over 2 months I will be going off to College, starting a new phase. I am still wanting to hang on to the old one. My comfort zone. My Snuggie Zone.
I have been blessed by others with monetary gifts for graduation and this helps with the process of getting a car and paying for college. But I still need to work as much as i can for as long as I can.
I'm working towards our Alaska trip later this summer. Its something to look forward to in the near future. We're flying in to Seattle. I loved it there and i haven't been to that part of the world in a long time...it will be so nice to be there again, even if its for a little while. like 2 hrs... but its still nice just to see it... and to get out of this town for a while. A small town is nice and all but I LOVE traveling and seeing and experiencing new things. If I had the money, I would travel all the time, but as the world is I can't. Maybe, someday.
Speaking of Someday, I decided that the day after my wedding, im going to go four-wheeling in my wedding dress. I know, you might be saying WHAT THE HECK? Why would you do that? Just waste all that money and ruin a gown that you could give to some one else? well.. no. I am buying an already worn dress. and I planned to take apart the dress anyways for home decor. incorporation... yay for planning ahead of time :)
Daniel is good. and that's that. He is doing his own thing too. Choosing what he wants from life and just doing what he needs to do.
Gabriel. A mew friend since I last updated . He needs his own blog post. I will write more soon. and not in 6 months....Im sorry.
In a little over 2 months I will be going off to College, starting a new phase. I am still wanting to hang on to the old one. My comfort zone. My Snuggie Zone.
I have been blessed by others with monetary gifts for graduation and this helps with the process of getting a car and paying for college. But I still need to work as much as i can for as long as I can.
I'm working towards our Alaska trip later this summer. Its something to look forward to in the near future. We're flying in to Seattle. I loved it there and i haven't been to that part of the world in a long time...it will be so nice to be there again, even if its for a little while. like 2 hrs... but its still nice just to see it... and to get out of this town for a while. A small town is nice and all but I LOVE traveling and seeing and experiencing new things. If I had the money, I would travel all the time, but as the world is I can't. Maybe, someday.
Speaking of Someday, I decided that the day after my wedding, im going to go four-wheeling in my wedding dress. I know, you might be saying WHAT THE HECK? Why would you do that? Just waste all that money and ruin a gown that you could give to some one else? well.. no. I am buying an already worn dress. and I planned to take apart the dress anyways for home decor. incorporation... yay for planning ahead of time :)
Daniel is good. and that's that. He is doing his own thing too. Choosing what he wants from life and just doing what he needs to do.
Gabriel. A mew friend since I last updated . He needs his own blog post. I will write more soon. and not in 6 months....Im sorry.
Friday, January 1, 2010
12 All the Wii into 2010
I'm so excited that it is 2010. Its the start of a whole new year and the year I graduate! hah! But when midnight came and millions of people kissed to celebrate, Daniel wasn't here. oh by the way Im in Michigan for the new year, so he was a little far way... But the last week in school I was nominated for Snow Queen (like winter homecoming) and i didnt have a dress. but thanks to the generosity of my step sister's sister-in-law, I now have a dress! She is lending me her beautiful blue gown she wore for prom last year. Luckily we are the same size and have very similar taste in dresses... Right now I am in the living room at Hannah and Kaleb's with family. They are playing the Wii. I have never played before so that will be a new and interesting experience for sure...they are virtual bowling and im good at bowling so thanks to my dad, I have an advantage i think...THANKS DADDY for teaching me how to bowl!
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