Life
Im almost ready for college. but Im still so lost on what to do. I love music, but dont know or understand chords. Im trying to find a guitar but no luck. I love intercultural studies and I want to travel SO BAD! but you can't make a living or support a family with that. I want to do small business so I can have my own spa one day, but I hate the idea of all the technical crap.im so lost. All I do know is that I want to be a wife and mother. and i will be a damn good one too.
Liberty
Well, Im 18 now. Its different. The world hands you a lot of responsibility some you don't expect. You're tested in many ways. There are some moments when I question "What if I just went outside started my car and just drove somewhere, I don't know where or care, just went?" " what's waiting for me?" there is so much I want to do and experience, but I would hurt too many people if I did what I really wanted. Even if I am 18, and I CAN legally do whatever I want (besides drink), and no matter how much I want to do some things, the world will find a way to stop me. Is life always so limited? or should we all say "to hell with inhibitions! For once I will do what I want even if it turns out bad. In the end, I followed my heart and what i wanted most. and I will never regret it. " I know I wont be in my death bed think " I wish i did this...I wanted to do that..."
I KNOW some people would and will interpret this differently. but I honestly don't care. I will no longer be held back. Im sorry if you think Im wrong, but opinions only go so far. ...
The Pursuit of Happiness
I want to Travel the WOrld and one day, I swear to God himself, that I will.
